“I really look forward to your text messages. I want you to care about me, but I do not think that will happen. I got disappointed so many times. All I want, is to talk to you but it’s so difficult.. I was so hurt the first time you left me. I even cried haha. It was so stupid of me. I care for someone who doesn’t care for me. I really miss you all the time. You really cause me pain and I don’t understand why. Even when you hurt me, I still miss you. I feel happy when talking to you even though I want to cry. I liked you before and I still like you now, but I only want to be friends with you. After all these years have pasted, you shouldn’t of texted me again. We shouldn’t of talked again this time. Liking you has only caused me pain. It keeps causing me pain. I want to say goodbye to you but it is so difficult for me. You don’t care for me at all, I wish you would admit it. Tell me you don’t like me. Tell me you don’t want me. So I can hate you and leave you alone.”